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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

a moment ago, i tried forcing myself to sleep but i just can't.the more i try to get my eye shut the more i think bout my life.indeed, i'm a failure in life. and now i hate my life so much that i really wish i would just die rather then suffering. each day i have to lie to myself. and i 'm getting really sick of it. i have to pretend to be cheerful but deep inside me, i'm down with so many dissapointment & failure. the smile i had is sugarless the laughter i made i tasteless.who actually am i? a pretender?

at times, i really feel useless. i never get what i really want in life. even how hard i try to achieve it, i will never get it cause i know where i stand! and i will end up hurting myself. even how painful it is, i've to bear it all by myself. i've been living in fantasy all this while.

i'm really losing out in life. each time i stare at the pictures, i wish i would be the girl in the photo.i wish to lead a happy life just like them.and it is just my fantasy cause i'll never be the girl in the photo.


i wonder why fate is cruel to me. i hate living in fantasy! how far can fantasy take me?death road? pls take loneliness away from me. if this prolong i would rather die........then suffering in silence.all im asking for is happiness.

eternitylady @ 3/13/2007 09:55:00 PM |

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